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其实这是一个故事。。。
Chapter Two Mr.Tu's story
When Mr.Tu was a little boy , he was told by his parents he should focus on his schoolwork, which will lay a foundation for future life. Parents mean you'll get a good job ,earn more money and have good life, if you work hard now. He did everything they want him to do.
He's not a smart one so that he threw himself into his schoolwork, which made him lose interests on anything but work.
Day after day, year after year, he also lost interest on his schoolwork, he finally knew he just did the same thing over again and again. But luckily, he found some interests on painting, so he told his parents he wanna be an artist.
But his parents told him they wanted him to be a doctor, which is a job with a stable income, then your basic living will be guaranteed. Although he was unwilling, he still obey his parents' order.
When he was in puberty, he liked a girl and he wanted to tell. But he was forbidden and told by his teacher he should put his heart and soul into schoolwork, so he hide his feeling in his deep heart.
He was told he should fight for excellent universities when he was in high school. Of coures, when he finally got the excellent university, He was also told he bettered prepare for graduate exams or had to learn your major well to seek a good job.
Yes, he had a good job after graduation. This time he told himself maybe he should try best to find his value in this firm, to promote or to earn more money. Yes, he put all time in his work, finally he's be the best in this industry, at the same time, he wasn't just a boy anymore.
After these years, he learned how to live with mask, how to show people his fake look.
Just like others, Mr.Tu had a relationship which was his first love. He loved her so much so that he undoubtedly thought that  was the happiest time in his life, because this was the only way he didn't need to wear mask.
But the morning sun never lasts a day. That girl left him because she was so tired of being habitat of his soul. From that moment on, Mr.Tu never took off his mask until he died.
After years Mr.Tu met another girl and marry her. This time he was so afraid of showing her a real him.
After few years, he got a divorce.
'I actually never know you just like I never enter into your heart, because you never show me and you always pushed me out. It made me so hard to love you.'
At that night, Mr.Tu came back a empty home. Suddenly he kneeled and cried so miserably and powerlessly. In this big big city, no one can hear his voice. His parents just want him to be great man and tell him how to please his boss; his colleagues all were so busy to work hard to promote; finally his only wife wanted to become the  habitat of his soul but he missed because his so fear to loss her just like his first love. In this moment he took off his mask and he picked up the knife to commit suicide. He thought maybe only god can hear him.